Are you crying?(내 마음 속에 울고 있는 내가 있어요 영문판)

주서택

주서택목사는미래를이끌어갈대학생들을복음화시키기위해25년간C.C.C.간사로헌신했다.한국C.C.C.총무와선교한국조직위원장,학원복음화협의회공동대표등을역임했다.2002년25년간몸담았던C.C.C.간사직을내려놓고청주주님의교회를개척하며한국교회와지역사회에선한영향력을끼치는실천적삶을이어갔다.주서택목사는교회개척초기부터교회전체재정의50프로를구제와선교를위해교회밖으로내보냈으며이일은20년이지난지금까지계속되고있다.그의헌신적이며실천적인삶은한국교계뿐아니라지역사회와국가로부터도인정을받아‘국민훈장석류장’‘충북도민대상’‘청주시시민대상’을수상했으며정부로부터‘국민에게희망을준사람157인’중한사람으로선정되기도했다.뉴욕신학대학원에서는2008년명예신학박사학위를주서택목사에게수여했다.

Rev.SeotaekJoohassignificantlyimpactedKoreanchurchesinparticular,andtherestofsocietyingeneral,withhisvisionforstudentministry,socialwelfare,andtheinnerhealingministry.HewaswiththeCampusCrusadeforChristKorea(CruKor)for25years,servinginvariouscapacitiesastheExecutiveVicePresident,PresidentofMissioninKorea,andCo-PresidentoftheCampusGospelOrganization,amongothers.In2002,Rev.JooleftCruKorandfoundedtheLord'sChurchindowntownCheongJu.Sincethen,theLord'sChurchhaspracticedareformativemodelofachurchthatgrowsandshareswithothersoutsidethechurchandtherestoftheneighborhood.Halfofthechurch'sbudgethasbeenspentonmissionsoutsideofthechurch.Forhisimpactonsociety,Rev.JoowasawardedtheOrderofCivilMeritbyPresidentDaeJungKim,theeighthpresidentofKorea.TheGovernmentofKoreaalsoselectedhimasoneof157personswhobroughthopetoKoreans,andoneof50whoimpactedChung-Cheongstate.Furthermore,Rev.JoowasawardedtheGrandCitizenPrizebytheChung-CheongstategovernmentandtheGrandCulturePrizebytheCheong-Jucitygovernment.Rev.JoolikewisereceivedanHonoraryDoctoralDegreeinTheologyfromtheNewYorkTheologicalSeminary.

ThejourneyoffindingmyselfinJesusChrist
Me,cryinginsidemyself
Atheoreticalbasisforthebiblicalinnerhealingand
counseling:TheNewCovenantModel
Session1WhatisBiblicalInnerHealing?
Case1Godfoundandcametome,hidinginabarleyfield
Case2Pleaseletmedieorallowmetodivorcehim
Case3Takecareofyourplate,lestyoureceivebadluck
Session2Knowledgevs.Relationship
Session3WhoamI?
Case4KnowingwhoIaminGodgavemefreedom
Session4WhatdoestheBiblesayabouthumanbeings?
Session5Bitterrootandforgiveness
Case5Godsetmefreethroughforgiveness
Case6HowIwashealedfrommypersistentstomachpain
Case7ArrowsinmyheartandGod’sheart
Session6BefilledwiththeHolySpirit
Case8Thestoryoftheprofessionalsoldier
Case9WhatchangedmewasnotthethirtyyearsofeducationbutthreedaysofBiblestudy
Session7Thebondsthatkeepyouawayfromyourtruefather
Case10Godhungoutwithmeattheemptyplayground
Case11Myfoodallergyhasdisappeared
Session8Thespiritualwarfareinsideme
Case12Youendedyourmother’slife
Case13Youhaveadualpersonality
Case14HowthecurseofSatanshapedmylife
Session9Jesuscameintotheworldtomeetyou
Case15Ialsosufferedfrompoverty,justlikeyourfather
Case16Theyalsocalledmedemon-possessed.
Case17Thestoryofateacher
Session10Fromhealingtogrowth
Case18Itistooheavytocarry
Case19Aknifeinmyhand
Case20SexualissuesthatcauseseveredamageandtheInnerhealing

1997년출간이후23만부이상이판매된국내기독교베스트셀러,주서택목사와김선화박사의〈〈내마음속에울고있는내가있어요〉〉가영문으로번역되어새롭게출간되었다.이책은성령하나님께서우리의상하고깨어진마음을치유하시는실제적도우심인성서적내적치유를실사례와함께전한다.

저자인주서택목사와김선화박사는1992년한국교계최초로성경심리학의관점으로마음을치유하는'성서적내적치유세미나'를시작하였다.저자는예수그리스도의구속의약속을구체화시켜인간심리문제를풀어가는‘TheNewCovenantModel’심리모델을만들고이모델을골격으로30년간내적치유세미나와사역을진행하고있다.

이세미나는현재까지한해도거르지않고계속진행되어한국교계최장기세미나가되었다.그동안정기세미나현장에참여한개인참석자만6만여명에이르며교회단위집회는미국,일본,영국등을포함하여국내외적으로수백곳에이른다.

이책은지난25년간국내뿐아니라아마존밀림지역에서일본,스웨덴,노르웨이에이르기까지선교사들을통해전세계현지인들에게그내용이나누어졌다.그리고그들이복음을삶속에서체험하고적용하는성령의역사가있었다.이책을접하는모든자에게상한마음을치유하시는예수그리스도의십자가복음이구체화되며성령하나님의역사가일어나기를기도한다.

ThisbookistheEnglisheditionofabest-sellingChristianbookinSouthKorea,initiallypublishedin1997.Thebookhassoldanestimated230,000copiesinKorea.ThebookexplainsBiblicalInnerHealing,thehealinginsidepeoplethroughtheHolySpirit,withthebiblicalfoundationandactualcases.BiblicalinnerhealingistoknowandexperienceGodaspracticalhelpandahealerforourwoundedhearts.

Theauthors,Rev.JooandDr.Kim,initiatedtheirinnerhealingministryvisionin1992withthefirstBiblicalInnerHealingSeminarinKorea.TheydevelopedtheNewCovenantModel,apsychologicalmodelbasedonthebindingpromisesofJesusChrist.Basedonthemodel,theyhaveregularlyheldtheBiblicalInnerHealingseminarforthepastthirtyyears.Sofar,morethan60,000peoplehaveattendedtheseminar.TheyhavevisitedhundredsofchurchesnotonlyinKoreabutalsoinJapan,theUS,theUK,andsoonfortheinnerhealingministry.
MissionariessharedthecontentsofthisbookwithindigenouspeoplesintheAmazonjungleandwitnessedtheamazingworkoftheHolySpiritinthem.Readersofthisbookfromaroundtheworld,includingJapan,Norway,andSweden,sharedtheirtestimonies,praisingtheincredibleworkoftheHolySpiritintheirlives.

ThisbookcontainsvividstoriesofpeoplewhohaveexperiencedGodasahealerfortheirpersonalandpsychologicalissues.Forthepastthirtyyears,theauthorshavewitnessedhowthehealingchangedpeople'spersonalitiesandlives.WhenpeopleexperienceGodasahealerfortheirbrokenhearts,itchangesthemtotrulybelievetheyarefromGodandthatGodiswiththem.

AuthorsprayforallreadersofthisbooktoexperiencetheworkoftheHolySpiritandmeetGodasahealeroftheirwoundedhearts,asitwaspromisedintheGospeloftheCross.

주서택목사와김선화박사는1992년부터성경심리학의관점으로마음을치유하는‘성서적내적치유세미나’를한국교계최초로시작했다.이세미나는지금현재까지한해도거르지않고계속진행되어현장참석자가6만명에이르는한국교계최장기세미나가되었다.두사람의저서로는『엄마가지마』,『혼란속에서묻다』,『기억의공격』,『결혼전에치유받아야할마음의상처와아픔들』,『믿음으로했다』『그림과성경으로풀어가는마음의치유』와세미나관련교재등이있다.

Together,Rev.JooandDr.Kiminitiatedtheirinnerhealingministryvisionin1992withthefirstBiblicalInnerHealingSeminarinKorea.Theseminarhasbeenheldregularlysincethen,attractingaround60,000people,includingthosewhoattendedthe152ndBiblicalInnerHealingseminarheldinJune2022.Theyhavedesignedtrainingmaterialsfortheseminarandpublishedseveralbooks,includingMom,PleaseDon'tLeaveMe,AskinginConfusion,MemoryAttack,WoundsandHurtsthatNeedtobeHealedBeforeMarriage,OnlyinFaith,andInnerHealingwithPaintingsandtheBible.